Hopeless

This is not the first time I fall in love

I have ever waited someone for long time

That's very painful

My heart broken

It's so hurt

Now I am doing the same thing

I have been falling in same feeling

There is someone who enter into my heart which has been empty since I decided to forget someone in the past

At the time I did not expect that I can like him

I don't know when the first time I began it

This feeling came slowly into my mind

I always smile when I meet him whether he realize me or not

Just seeing his appearance I become happy

So when he can't I see

My heart was restless

Until now I still feel it

But I began to be aware that I can't together with him

He so far for me

Although I hope he accepts my feeling

Holding my hand and bringing me wherever he goes

Be with him

It's my dream

But I am wrong, he is not mine

Never be mine

When I realize it, my heart is hurt

When I see him I am not happy anymore

Because I really know that this hope is impossible

It's just dream

False dream

What should I do now?

Should I quit?

Should I give up for this love?

Should I let my heart gone?

Should I cry every night just for him?

God, give me way to solve my confusion

I really don't want to let my heart broken anymore

But I still like him

Now

I don't know until when

I'm afraid I can't stop it..

My heart still want him to come to me...